This shouldn't be my first post

ANd yet here we are! I am so tired of looking for a job!  SIde gigs, freelancing I refuse to keep looking and yet that will last all of....oh...overnight.  I am supposed to write about mental illness here.  THe part about how I have depression--postpartum first then we've realized prpbably a result of lifelong maladies.  I feel.  THat's a good start I wasn't feeling earlier.